see these people? I love them. All of them. 

But lately? I feel like we are slowly falling apart. I don't like it. I know its selfish. I can't help it. Some of my friends have drowned themselves in a religion and it honestly makes me want to not be around them sometimes. I am not religious and there is nothing that annoys me more than people who talk about it all the time or relate everything to their religion all the time. It doesn't mean that I hate them, or want to not talk to them anymore at all. It just means that I am tired of hearing about it all the time. I don't want to hear about how you went to Church last night and how you like those people more than the ones you are really friends with.

I never see anyone anymore besides my nerd herd. i used to spend my weekends with the joker and harley and it was awesome. before that, it was squarah and livers. before that it was everyone. i miss sleepovers. i miss everything.

i feel like I am drowning in class work and it drives me insane. I don't need to know eight different conjugations in French. I can't even ask where the bathroom is but I can tell you that I want to play basketball with a random blonde-haired stranger.

I find out about my Theatre Academy next week and then i get my Permit next wednesday. shit. life is flying by right now.