every single day i find myself turning more and more into you.

originally when I noticed this natural phenomenon happening, I was completely worried. I was thinking to myself "does this change me? am I changing on purpose, or is this all purely coincidental?" And I have found my answer - I have been like this all along. I've been reading more comic books, I'm playing D & D on my weekends, and I'm drinking more coffee in more ways than any human could imagine. I'm looking at cars and planning my future and examining music. I'm listening to 70s glam rock and speaking in metaphor. I'm drawing more and writing way more. My brain thinks in lyrics and poetry. This is fucked up. 

I was originally very worried, thinking that maybe it was just another phase, but I realize that that "hippie chick" i was there for a while, matching all my clothes to moccasins and afraid of what people would think of me was the phase. I'm done with it now. I'm ready to be whoever I am and not worry about it. If that means that I continue to find more similarities between the two of us, it is likely that is that way because I grew up listening to you and Amy Lee more than I did my mother through jail cell telephone booths. 

No - I'm not okay. you said it yourself. it has been my own personal anthem growing up. maybe that is another thing that shaped me. maybe it was because your words say things that i cant say myself.